Yesterday while I was driving I thought about the day Mama and I separated. It was December 22, 2022.
This Christmas will be the fourth Christmas without you guys.
I don’t remember much about the last three years but I’m pretty sure I sent you guys money for Christmas and your birthdays.
This morning I woke up and thought about our shopping trip in September, and how you both said you wanted Ugg boots.
I put that in my memory bank and decided they would be good Christmas presents.
This morning I went on the Ugg site and saw so many great deals – I almost texted Mama asking your shoe sizes.
But I didn’t. Cuz we’re not talking.
Do I go on sending you guys gifts and money and have my heart broken when you don’t even reply with a thank-you anymore?
When I saw you guys in September I thought we were on the verge of improving. But you’re not responding to anything – and Mama won’t answer when I ask her why you guys don’t reply?
I have no idea what’s going on.
I didn’t buy the boots.